goodbye 2015 hallo 2016... lets be friendly with me..

2016 just only countdown.... today wednesday december 30th

 why the pict is OT12??? why???!!!!!WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*baper

*nangisdipojokan 

the reason being that in 2015 I missed a lot of things that are very valuable and possibly in 2016 would never come back 

*nangislagidipojokan 

 when you hear quotes from luna lovegood on harry potter movie

"something missing will come back by itself" 

yes .. back where it should be, whether it's a place that makes us happy or we were disappointed anyway .... yes it should, according to each version 

(nulis sambil dengerin lagu promise nya exo....oke bye world..) 

but not exo which I shall discuss said little about what they were not?

Today I do not know what I feel, it was Complicates, the end of the year, to be honest there was nothing remarkable achievement that I'm doing this year, I still ordinary nurma , weird nurma, and  Nothing Nurma , and I'm still a fangirl , Nurma still love someone and somehow never changed since 3 years ago, 

in 2016 there was no specific plans to do, but want to become a better person again, reducing the sense of disappointment mother, wants to become more diligent obedience to my almighty Allah, left a very bad habit, I have a bad habit that is hard to break, I really hate it, maybe it was one of the guilty pleasure that should be left behind, because it is one of the greatest sins that I do in life, yeah I exaggeration but it's like that presence,

people ... help me become a better person in the coming year, and thanks to those who last year accompanied me, faithfully close to me, make me smile happily thanks to my best friend Devi phristiyani my f**king partner in crime (LOL) and kenny nurkania, we are far apart and rarely met mainly kenny we separate space and distance but the heart is never empty, devi thanks willing to hear all delusion (ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ), madness and impossibility thank you still want to be friends with Nurma sharing stories about things that are not common people like, thank you for liking the same things , laugh together, crazy together, hoping together, yeah I want us forever like ya sis .. kenny i miss u so badly, sorry if the first moment we met I was not what you would expect, I will try to be a better friend again I would be willing there could, hang in there a little while longer, I'll be waiting, kenny you're the first to make me amazed because your diligenity , you're the first to make me amazed because you lot knowing all about around the world  (its so too much ya but thats in the fact the first time I admit it, I was lying vows! ) and to other friends .. My college friend Linda Maulidia , Ani Wiraswati ,Putri Windu Anitasari, Fitria Maretha, Irma Angga Erpiana Susanti , Heny Aprilia, Susanti Laela, Nelma Riana Saleh and the sunbaenim  mr. rahmat hidayat who like the support but more often make down-..-   (LOL) thank you and sorry I always made you annoyed and dizziness and always make you 'riweuh' because of me LOL LOL and others that I can not mention one by one thanks to you who still want both struggling in trip we were just steps away, the spirit comrades next year "toga" awaits us, thanks also to a person who I do not know still stored hearts (whether to be grateful or weep) since 3 years ago could never replaced anyone, until now the feeling is still there though not at first .. Calm down Nurma in the next year will not change Nurma still Nurma as usual, which said the bitchy, Nurma still Kpopers, and may be will still fangirling and more crazy than before (ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ) Nurma which God willing there for you ... and im so sorry to all people who may have accidentally or intentionally given pain bcz of me or given feel hurt because of me, im not perfect person, im not a saint im not an angel, once again I just bitchy person forgive me……

thank you all for this wonderful 2015, thanks to all memories you all give, it will be a memory that I never forget in my life ... because you're friends my all my everything ... I love you all

gamshamnida

**sorry….. my English is bad, I just improved my English hehe…  i hope you all guys can understand what I mentioned